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Namaste
Bayard, This is my third day on the site. I am one of those who couldn't afford it but put
it on my credit card anyway, as this is that important. And nine dollars, my goodness, I
will make myself afford it! I thought the -$9-was a typo. ) I watched the movies straight
through and then went back and watched the first half again. The more I did the accessing,
the finger checking, the more I started to remember something. Thirty years ago, I sat
down one day and asked God if S/he was real and said if you don't answer me in a way I can
understand then that's a no and I'm not asking again. I wasn't being arrogant, I was just
done with the begging game. Boom! I was hit with a bolt that ran through my spine and
filled my body, and suddenly there was Presence inside, I started asking questions and the
answers came. At that time, there was a radiance that I saw visually, and when a choice
came up, I would ask, and the way to go would be illumined. I loved it. I called it
Silentsinger. Sometimes I would be guided to pick up a guitar and this music would pour
out of my mouth, complete songs, all devotional, many from the perspective of God talking
to me. This lasted for a year and then one day it stopped. There was only void. I was
disconnected and could not find a way to get this back. Until last Friday. Someone who
attuned me to Reiki from the UK sent me an email with your web address. I noticed today
that I am beginning to perceive that 'guiding light' again as I go through the site. Thank
you for this, and here is a big hug, heart to heart
-- Maureen Nielson
"mnielson"@netins.net@netins.net |
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